fly like a little dragon.: June 2006

memories.

i was browsing through my old blogspot and i found lots of funny/sweet/weird stuff. when i was in sec 2, still in msl band with my huge euphonium. mixed with chinese and bullies malays. had a chinese bf. hahaa! going to the arcade, sushi outings, every saturday.

in sec 3, i started to hate myself. i thought that getting a mohawk could make one happy. i was wrong. through out that whole year, it was like everything i do, i do it for crappy bunny. how stupid. hahaa!

when i was in sec 4, i hate boys except for my classmates. because boys are weird. they like to make you feel like you are the one, then they will hurt your feelings like nbccbknnassholefuckaneneh sia. at the end of the year i gt myself some real bestie. hahaa.

i found this from one of my last year post. it was from shahnor my evil twin during our short convo in msn.

me: halus!
evil: haloo!
evil: i want to log out.
me: uh huh.
evil: i jus drop by to say haloo...
me: how sweet
evil: thanx for approaching me
me: mmkays :)
evil: i dun expect to...take care
me: you too take care
evil: hope u enjoy ur weekend
me: same goes to you.
evil: good night. bye-bye.
me: byees!
evil: :) aniwae remember dat i melt in ur mouth not in anybody hand...
me: i sure will! <3!

ahh, i miss those happy days. i wonder what will happen to me when i turned 23.

penat like babii.

the chalet at aloha loyang was fun. it was actually my first time going there. the place is huge. the beach is small. i'm not a beach person but i like the smell of the beach. it's like very entah lah eh. best lah feeling dia.

the second day, i planned to catch the sunsets with cassiopeia but they came like ard 11pm. hahaa! cause dany was busy with his lifeguard course. while waithing for them, i went to the arcade with my cousins. we played para2. sial so long didn't play that. the last time was during my sec 2 yrs. i finished up my 10 50cents coins on the aeroplane war game. hahaa. when cassiopeians came, we session till 3plus. played cards, gossips and stuff. ard 6.30 we headed to the beach to catch the sunrise. on the way to the beach we saw lots of kittens inside a drain. so cute! we also saw a frog. then nas said pointing to himself "the prince is here!" hahaa.

not yet okay.

my sorethroat was gone this morning and it came back. lol. so last week i have not eaten much and i lost weight. yay. but still not enough. i still weigh 42kg!

i woke up pretty early today and i followed my sis to her friends house to catch scary movie4. i ate chocolates. then off to danys' for session and he gave me lots of kit-kats. before heading home, i went to ntuc and bought myself gold almond and ice cream for the apek naik motor. so, here i am agian with a sorethroat.

there will be an audition this friday at ite semei. i have no idea what its all about actually. and i will be away on friday till sunday to darla's chalet. anyone who is free. do come. partay sama saya! kita minum dulu. k, bedek.

i miss arrie aikau.

somehow i think i don't deserve to friends with some poeple. it's bloody irritating okay. i'm not being mean or whatever. only god knows how much i love every single one of my friends. and of course lah, theres additional "love" to my besties.

few days ago i was chatting with taufiq and i told him that i cannot understand boys besides him. hahaa! taufiq is the best. minus his crappiness lah. but wth. okay, one of the sillykids likes this girl in my sec sch but omg of all the girls. because of this, our friendship is now unstable. no more latenight phonecalls, hanging out and stuff. i read his testimonials and stuff the other day. and from there, i can bet with you that he likes her. but he wont admit it to me. haish. i mean if its about another girl its okay lah. aiyer, no point lah kan ini semua. and yes, i dont wish to put his name here. hahaa! i like his advise. merepek but good. i remember one time when that stupididiotnbccbskinheadfuckerassholerahmat incidence. thank god he was there when i need him. awhh, i miss appleface. =(

my flu+headache+fever+supersorethroat is getting worser sia. i want chocolates. i want icecream!

headacheeeee.

before i went to sleep ystd, i had 2 glasses of cold ribena, 2 snickers and some mnm's. i dreamt about weird stuff again. anyway, i woke up with a red eye and my throat hurts like fuck. after my shower, suddenly theres this stupid headache lah sial.

everything around me is very confusing. i was playing maple killing some wild boars. then i was half asleep like that. i pressed the z button all the way and my maple died. haish. since 3pm all i had was an apple. and a snickers lah.

i guess i wont be catching sevensundays today at plaza singapura. somehow, now i miss my sillykids like fuck. can't wait for this saturday. i hope it wont turn out into a double-date. eee. i still remember last year. of all the people lah sial. haish. like knn betul.

now i think im going to sleep or go ntuc to get greentea or something for a bit.

i guess things are getting pretty serious - chip.

full moon is here! full moon is here! woohoo.

ystd, i had a very weird dream. it was a bit scary, funny and also very confusing. i was chased by two huge blue mushroom and a wild boar. fuck sia. they didn't attack me or whatever. they were just jumping towards me. hahaa! then suddenly i saw a portal, i went in and i was at a safe place. somewhat look like a shop. then i called my friends[northriders lah sial] to pick me up. they said that they were skimming at yck swimming pool. because it was a full moon. full moon = huge waves. but wtf, swimming pool? so, they couldn't pick me up. then muchiruu came to the shop and handed me 3 keychains. it's a wild boar tooth and two blue mush cap. hahaa!

i still don't get whats the moral of the story is. too much of playing games i guess.

last sunday gig at yp was fun. saw lots of cute poeple. babi i dont have a camera. then i went to ijstudio. only god knows how much i hate that place. it was like a sauna lah sial. and again, i didn't realised that i was standing near a moshpit cause i was a bit dizzy. then this boy was moshing then he step on my feet. knn! thats the reason why i went to school and town ystd with slippers. hahaa!

i need icecream. i need food.

home lah home.

yesterday was 060606. nothing special happen. wtf. hahaa. anyway, im going home today and finally can play maple peacefully. yay!

just now 4s3 had this conversation in msn. everyone was typing non-stop. ks sia. then marcus said somehow he felt as if we were at the back at the class talking shit. hahaa. stupid dog. it was fun lah actually. i just had my shower lerr. hahaa.

ouh yah, today i woke up before 12. hahahaa. then azmi asked me to go out with him but then till now did call/msg me leh. hahaa. gila. later will be meeting fatty dany and ashruff. to get the tix for sunday gig @ij. wahh, i dont really like going there. but for dany sake. hahaa.

erms, thank god that my friendship with arrie was okay. cause i think we had a little conflict over stupid stuff. and like what darla said, just enjoy the ride. u wont know whats going to happen next. so right now, im just going to partay! no lah bedek. if anything happens, i still have my yo!bestfriend. hahahaa. fuck u lah babi. jangan macam paham.

happy birthday to shahriza!! so long didnt see her. miss her lah.

trust jane and buy her chocolates/ice cream and u will be safe.
=D

hair bah

school starting next month and i need ~~a haircut~~ to trim my hair or maybe dye my hair to purple again or smtg. hahaa. i need to get my very own trusty hairstylist. if not, i've to stick to my mum or arrie. lol. i also need to get new hairwax. i miss my vee-chopped bangs. cause now my bangs are like poking my eye. whatever it is i need to keep my hair long. not like a mermaid lahs. aiyohh.